my heart will go on

so i got really bored after repeating the cycle of ‘working-sleeping-studying-working-sleeping-studying’, you get the idea, for the past four days. and because, some of you may have already known, i get bored real easy, i decided to explore the internet a little bit further than just facebook, twitter and wordpress. surprise surprise (or not really), i found a few sites that can keep me up for a bit (before i start getting bored with life again).

this blog is now officially connected to my linkedin page, so i have decided to make it more official. i will talk more about the formal and ‘profound’ stuff here – but still in that not so formal way.

i have a tumblr now (though i still need some figuring out to do) and that will be like my everyday life blog.

i know what you are thinking – that is also my question. see, i rarely blog. i find it not necessary to talk about myself, to myself everyday. so now that i have two blogs, how am i gonna handle?

we’ll find out.

true to your heart

many of you out there who are acquainted or sorta knows me will know that i am a complainer. i complain. a lot. and i am honest about it (well, it’s too obvious to hide anyway). but that’s my true self, one way or another. i mean both the honest part and the complain part. and i talk a lot. hell lot. makes me look bubbly and easy to mingle with (yes, even if i complain, go figure).

but i am a human too, mind you.

i get nervous. i cry. i eat. i sleep. i poop. i surf the net. i blog. i write about you. i love. i hate. i camwhore. i facebook. i tweet. i bath. i read. i drink. i breathe. i _____________ (fill in the blank).

yes, get the idea?

so if you have heard about someone else doing it, why not me? why so surprise?

sigh, humans.

anyway, there is this believe i have about ‘sincerity’ – that it is and ‘internal’ thing, not ‘external’. what i am trying to say is that, sincerity comes from whatever that is inside of any living body, not anything outside of it.

want a list?

internal

• heart
• soul
• mind

external

• gifts
• the dang friggin $$$

get it? people out there who uses THINGS convey your pathetic-so-called-sincerity-and-love-bullpoop, WAKE UP! that’s not how things work. maybe to some whores (except camwhores, of course) or fakeys out there like things done that way.

but if you think the person is worth more than that, give what she/he deserves. that’s sincerity.

and yes, that’s the end of my ANOTHER complain.

i found something to spark me alive

i finally found something that could make me want to live life – being a host. not the kind of host in stephanie meyer’s book (that’s just giving up life, seriously).

i was a host for a japanese student for the past 2-3 days. it was like having a sister (well, i have always wanted one), though this one may not have worked out so well – we had language barrier, to my dismay.

although half the time we have been trying to use the simplest words in each other’s language (and couldn’t understand each other the other half of the time), i actually learnt much much more about the japanese culture. i guess this is really how we should do CDS, isn’t it?

pardon me for my prudence to have boasted about how well i know the japanese culture and how i should be called the japoholic – because the world/country is bigger than i think. i shall stay modest now (hopefully) and continue on with my journey to acquire the knowledge i hunger!

just contact me if you guys need a host family!

what life did to me

once again, i am deprived of my blogging time (note the time now -.-)

why? well… here’s how my life goes now:

monday: school – work – sleep

tuesday: school – work – sleep

(if you don’t get the idea, read on)

wednesday: school (accounting!!! TT) – dinner – sleep

thursday: school – tidy up my room – sleep

friday: ssm (which is finishing TT) – dinner – sleep

saturday: swim – tidy up room – sleep

sunday: work

still don’t get the idea? it simply spells: TIRING and BORING

therefore, if you see that the next headline happens to be: girl suicide out of boredom, you won’t be surprise will ya?

Let’s talk about life

heading to work now and the weather is not helping at all. it sucks to have to work on a rainy day, or in fact, it sucks to be doing anything else except sleeping on a rainy day.

i was dragging my feet to the bus stop when i, randomly, started thinking about my life. i realised my life revolve around getting stress n trying to relieve that stress. rushing to work, to school, fighting deadlines etc. join competitions, lose, promise to join next year, lose again, give up.

then i realised, this is my life -nothing to live for, no goal, no motivation. worthless.

when life gets bored, count on uniqlo

music makes the world go round

once again, school never fails to deprive me of my leisure and blogging time. but i shall not go on with that.

i had the best sleep last night/this morning after the past few hectic days. these few days makes me feel like i am losing it – i am losing the control over my life. simply said, my life revolved around the system of study-work-nap-study-work-study-still study-interview-nap-ssm(study)-rabbit food making-test. literally. fun much? and i was actually suppose to work after the test thing. god bless steven for letting me off due to the delay in my test.

so i have decided to give myself a break. it’s saturday. i think i deserve that.

it seems like a long time since i last saw junko-mama and saki-chan. SEEMS – meaning that it really is only about a week or two. i went to support junko-mama for her karaoke competition. it’s jas against tampines east cc. i was kinda caught in the middle. like, i am a singaporean and my school is in tampines. but i know no one from there. i felt closer to the jas team actually. it’s like all the familiar faces from chingay were there.

in the end, jas lost. and i actually felt that it was kinda unfair. if you were there, you will feel the same too. the singapore side has got like various race and language of songs plus, there was a technical error. perhaps they had more marks base on that? and to add on to my justification, jas actually has a female and male powerhouse. their voice made the whole hall shake, literally. so i am still in support of the japanese. ばんざい！

after the whole thing, we had some photo taking session! it’s not with me though, the photos are mostly with junko-mama. after which, she informed me that we are going to have our takoyaki party at her house and another karaoke session when megu-mama is back from japan! ばんざい！ばんざい！teehees.

i just can’t imagine my life without these amazing people. TT

p.s. the title is a quote from saki-chan today. when we were on the bus on our way to tampines cc, we were listening to songs on my mp3 and she was like ‘you have so many songs… music makes the world go round’ ^^

Update: Junko-Mama sent me the photos!

hi

hello =)

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Do you believe in luck?

yeps, totally

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What was the most interesting place you’ve traveled to?

japan!!

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